NO, NOT I...

Silently, silently; l go about my business; watching people rushing by, faces of stone and worry, cant help them, no not l.
l wonder about their dear old hearts, and how they pump with rush and anxieties; l cant help them, no, not l.
late, when all is quietening, l look out onto the street, and see so many so tired, and dead on their feet.
And for what reason l may ask, ...
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ln a few days time, it will all be still, and getting up and around will take a lot of your tired will.
For what reason did u rush, then sit exhausted when all is hush.
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My gift for you is my silent compassion mantra, your suffering l understand and feel, yet l cannot help, oh no not I.
l wish for all to see a silent christmas, not one of rush; one of hush, a thought for what it means, or, dont do it at all.
Hypocrits youll become, if you dont do and be true, to you alone.
Gifts of material, o so wrong, gifts of the heart always sing a song...

RESTLESS..

Gooday...

this morning whilst trying to wake from a deep sedated sleep; l looked out of my front door at the green hedge in my sight.something in me yelled change.change ...u need it...lve spent many yrs slowing down on my last adventure which involved late nights, and some drugs dope.l hadnt realised until now how delusion they had made me be.now that lm clear ,lm becoming restless...............


after spending some time in the 360 and reading and making breakfast of egg sandwiches,l blogged this after reading a blogger called pet.................


Old old habits.

A yes person,

that was me. and prolly still is. we do, ' cos we really do want to help, so that others will feel better. we exhaust ourselves to oblivia, and then wish we hadnt done it, but would have felt guilty if we hadnt. someone once said to me, to be emotionally selfish, l thought, oh that sounds really bad. but its not. l bet u haven't been in touch with you for a long time,and youve been doing for others so long, that u dont know who u r. l thought, well maybe this person is right. sometimes we have to look after us instead of others all the time, they can look after themselves, and believe it or not, they do just fine most of them without u. so sit back, and have some you time. cos if u feel good, then when ppl really need you, you will be happier, healthier, and do a better job, 'cos youre not so emotionally tired. l myself only do for ppl now, if my heart is honest, then they get the truth, and not some tired old person who feels obligated..............

Writers Block Challenge#26 ( Lady Diz. )

T'was a windy day in December,and poor Lady found herself being blown from limb to limb,and leaf to leaf, swirled and twirled until she was dizzy!Lady Diz was the rebellious bug in her family, and even though she had been told not to go out today, she disobeyed her family.Now she was lost, she couldnt see anything that resembled home,and couldnt hear her familys voices, she was scared and now hungry.She was a bit of an overeater at home, and had put on heaps of weight.Her brothers and sisters would all laugh at her trying to get off the leaf lol....they kept on calling her Bumblebee,Jumbo bee.Well, she was sick of being picked on, and thought she needed to go and find a place where no one would pick on her.Unfortunately she chose a windy day.She would never return...shes lost.The wind threw her everywhere, and then it died down a bit, and she parachuted onto seeded dandelion flower,her fate was set,this flower would breakaway on touch, and she would then be dropped to the ground.lt was only a matter of time before she fell, and there was no family there to pick her up and take her home.She sat clinging for her life, for what seemed like an eternity...